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Monday, 27 January 2014

sunday was party time, yeah!

photos taken with my cellphone

my middle sister turned 41 years old last Wednesday but the party was only on the weekend. the house was full with family and friends. and children :) most of my sister's friends have babies and little children. I was happy. been a while since I left the house. I've been living on my room, linked to the computer. sleeping during the day, being awake all night. I eat because my mom cook lunch for me. blessed mom. so today was a special day, I was awake and happy. and I might even go to bed earlier! all started last October. I started having insomnia and soon turned my sleep up side down. I keep busy, enjoying the silence. but today I felt alive again. for a little while.

a big kiss from me (the sleeping beauty) to you..

Saturday, 25 January 2014

we've got a wedding in the family

photo taken with my cellphone

excelent news: my baby sister is getting married in May. she lives in London and the wedding is going to be on a sweet church near their home. today I've booked the hotel for my mom and I. I'm so happy! the all family is going to be there. my parents are going to see each other after almost two decades. not the best thing, but I'm pleased my sister wedding is making us put the past behind. my future brother in law is an ascending artist: we haven't met yet, but I like him already. all will happen at the wedding. so little time for some major events. I'm planning on taking lots of pictures. what is missing now are the airplane tickets, but all is good and I'll get them next month. there is so much I want to do for others, it can be breathtaking and joyful at the same time. my income is not much, but until May I'll have time to do it all :)

Friday, 24 January 2014

my poetry book is available as an ebook

"soul musings about the time when all days were happy"
I'm working on translating it to english :) it's harder than I thought it would be.. lol
(here is one of my poems)

is the promise of life in your heart

today the wind is on the loose. the fainted sky announces an autumnal day. children running down the street. wide smile. arms outstretched with open hands. screaming: I'm pushing the wind. the wind gives free laughters. powerful. that reduce us to the insignificance of a plume. waves of sea air play in my hair. almost feel my feet float, enraptured by the wind. Fall happens in the middle of the Summer. turns the day upside down. has a warmth of childhood. days when the house smells like cakes, voices warm by cups of tea and the chanting of the wind between the shutters make us fall asleep protected.